saying goodbye...

A heaviness weighed my heart as I aroused from my slumber this sabbath day. The feeling is like as if i had lost sth precious. I tried to recall if there is significant matter that had greatly troubled me but to no avail. On 2nd thoughts, the reality of the gang slowly splitting up as each of us seek our own paths explains it all. There aren't seem to have much talk about already btw us and none of us are really active in each others life anymore. The gang seemed to get smaller as each day go by.
Personally, I feel myself drifting away gradually. The memories of the times spent together seemed to be limited to the pictures that captured the good ol' times. I have to admit that commitments in other areas of my life had occupied my waking hours each day. Just like AK had put it, 'Seeking different things in life is the main reason for the increasingly less meeting.'
Though it hurt quite a bit to hear this from a fren of 4 yrs, i know soon it will be my turn to say my goodbye to them as i head overseas next year.