Time pass reali fast since the day i stepped out of BHS. passed even faster when i'm working at AH. Been thinkin quite a lot of the future nowdays. Rather than the distant future it once seemed to me, it somehow seemed so real. Cant belive 2 mths just gone by like nth at all. soon, we will be on our mid year vacation again. That would leave me with just one last semester in Temasek. hmmm... dunno if i would even miss the place. time passed so fast even for me to form a close bond to it. Guess i'm just someone who needs a long time to reali form an attachment to places, things or mayb to certain pple. (yup, even my church frens. took up to two years before i reali started to love them truly, not that i dint love them b4 that la)
Anyways, been praying for God to guide me in my choice of uni.Esp the location. still deciding btw US and NZ. maybe i should just follow wat dad said and apply for the two that i had set my mind on. still hoping for the slightest possiblility to be able to study (even for just 1 semester) in this certain place where i reali wish to go. Somehow, i have no idea where did this desire come from to know more abt the pple, language, food and most importantly, the culture. It dont reali seem logical for me to even pursue a degree over there ( one of the dietitian nearly fall off her seat when i asked her abt it). guess its not reali a good idea after all. But i am assured that God wont put a desire in us without a purpose to reveal to us when the time comes. yup, faith is the evidence of things unseen. And God always worketh all things good and for a purpose (Rom8:28). till then, prayer, sword of the Word and keeping faith are the onli weapons i have to keep all discouragements a bay.....
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stay strong both, in faith and urself. glad u're all well and living after since i last saw ya...maybe 2.5 years ago? do take good care wei. -me
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