Heading out on a journey ...soon not alone

Our countdown came down to just a few hours left till we next meet again...My flight is due at 2115 today and we would see each other in less than 20 hours...I can still remember the days when its just 120 days then...70days...then 7...then 2...1..and now just hours left. Can't wait till its 0 time left...can't wait to his face..and those sparkling greenish brown eyes...that dashing smile that reaches his eyes...and to be drawn into his warm embrace and take in a nice deep breath of that nice familiar Joshy smell...Can't wait to ruffle his wavy locks and feel his eyebrow under my finger tips...and can't wait to seek God together, to pray holding hands and most wonderful of all to spend time doing things together. Well, of course nothing in life is a bed of roses but as much as i dun look forward to the times when differences surfaces, its the reconcilation part that i always look forward to. For in it i see our love grow stronger and more capable in handling future similar situations.

In just about less than 21 days, he will no longer be my fiance but...my husband. My husband whom i will spent my entire learning how to love with God's love, one who will always be my best friend, my lover, my companion in times of joy and sorrow. I dunno how our lives are going to turn out to be ...but i know for one thing that God would always be there guiding us through the good path that He has laid out for us to discover together.

To know that i would be leaving to start a new life, a new phrase of life, in somewhere new makes me a little sad...Cos that means leaving friends, family, dog, home, room etc practically everything...I would miss all of you...miss the times we had together , the laughter and sorrows we been thru....But i know those times (tho soon would be a past) would always hold a special place in my heart.

And soon, i'm sure one by one we would all find that special someone to spend our whole life with...you might understand what i'm feeling right now. Its hard to put what i'm feeling into words but one thing i can tell you for sure is that ...Marriage to a godly young man/lady (for guys) who loves and cares for all your needs and does to only you (not that he/she is unloving but doesn't love anyone else to the same extent as he/she towards you) is the best thing you can ever do for yorself. Never be fooled into thining marriage is a bed of roses for it is those times that you most dun feel positive about the other person is when your love is most likely to grow in your love for him or her if you still make an effort to show your love. Neither is it a bed of thorns for having a companion to share those joyful times equals to you joy being doubled each time. Amazing how God uses marriage to perfect us in becoming more and more like Christ ah? =)