After being married for 3 years, I realised that separation for long period of time seemed more difficult each time as we learn to depend on each other and to enjoy each other's company in our daily life.
I miss just having to look at him for a "Yes, you can do it!" look when I doubt own abilities. I miss the reassuring hug at the end of a long and difficult day. I miss laughing with him at funny stuff that Tashy does. I miss just hanging out with him and enjoying the moment together. I miss him teasing me when I said or did something silly. I miss knowing he is just beside me when I close my eyes at night. I miss his comforting words when I felt bad after losing my temper. I miss him telling me, " I love you and always will, no matter what." even after horribly treated by me. I miss praying with him. I miss worshipping God without him. I miss watching him playing with Tashy. I miss......
In short, I miss him in person. I so would love to see and laugh at Josh with his pale and badly shaved head (which he was not too impressed about), to watch with amusement to see him learn to march, to marvel how he would be able to sleep and wake up at unearthly hours etc.
Yes, its my first post for the new year and it should be a happy one isn't it? Well, let this be a celebration of our love then! Of how much I cherish him as my bestest friend and my loving spouse.....
With regards to baking and food stuff, I resolve to be more regular at posting my own experiences and of cos the promised list of recipes!!! Being on holidays bring out the procrastinator in me. Hope you all won't mind waiting till I get back in Feb? =P With this new year, I'm really looking forward to challenging myself more with new techniques, mains and desserts. I am also aiming to use less processed products and to replace them with wholegrain and organic products. One last food resolution is to learn to prepare more yummy and interesting vegetarian dishes. Its always been on my mind to return and introduce to my family to vegetarianism. I had been one myself till I got pregnant and the cravings got the better of me. Knowing its benefits, I'm really looking forward to moving towards that direction again. Sure it would be a fun year learning about more new veg and fruits.
A blessed new year to my beloved friends and to my poly friends, can't wait to meet you guys tml! Its been too long!
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weier! haha awww u poor girl.. :) hehe but nvm u must use this time 'away' from josh to do all the things u cant really do wen u are 'with' him! hehe. like go out with ur gal friends n tell gal secrets! hahaha . and we have to plan our rubiks cube partay! and and .. i have to say this.. ure entry makes me feel super weird seeing that a person can be so ENTHU n HAPPY sounding when talking about vege and fruits *shudders* hahaha. love, jema
lolz!!! u never fail to crack me up ! i will definitely miss ur humour and please come down to visit me in brissy , if time or money allows k? we also better do the party before u guys go on ur hols since u r gettin back on the day i leave!!! =(
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