my life for now

Its only this week that i realise that I'm working for real and not just like any of the vacation job that i had picked up. cant just tell the boss that i wannna quit whenever i get tired of the mundane stuff that are supposed to be done in the scope. First week of work was pretty tough and i only gotta work just 3 days this week though.'cos i took two days mc to recover from my wisdom tooth extraction.

Plucked out 2 of my wisdom tooth last sunday after service. Both were bothering me for the past two years and i', glad that the ache i', puttin up with now is just for the moment. i could just hear my heart rate accelerating as i laid on the reclined seat having a huge extractor in my mouth handled by a newly graduated dentist. wasnt reali sure if he could get my bottom left wisdom tooth out initially as he kindda keep changing for a bigger extractor. Though i was this afraid of the dentist, by concentrating on how great and mighty God is, made my tooth extraction section pretty a minor case. the pain that i endured arent even 1/8 of what our Lord Jesus went through. Reali thankful that God can use even the most mundane events in life to lead me closer to Him.

my schoolmates who were working at the same place seemed to get discouraged and worried easily. i'm not sure why i'm not feeling at the same way. sometimes i wonder if its that i'm not doin my best? or am i not doin as much as the others? though wat i'm currently doin is not reali wat i wld like to do as a career, i'm kind of very much contented with whatever experience i'm gaining here. yes, i agree that my supervisior is not someone who you wld like to work reali close with. She pretty blunt and no nonsense, and mayb insensitive at times. on the other hand i see the need for her strictness that is quite necessary for the part of a chief dietitian. well, there's still ten more weeks left. So there's more to learn abt her.

unix leaving us soon.....and soon wen will be leaving too. guess the gang is slowly disintegrating. for just a few years ?......or forever.....only time can give the answer. coming next year, fen and i will also be leaving for studies abroad. ....when will the next meetg be? ten years later when most of us had break into the working world and hoepfully , a handful who had commited to spend their life with a loved one.......if anyone is to ask me about the future...... honestly, i just can hope upon God. i know what i want to do and where to study but without God's guidance, all planning would be in vain.